"It won't be long til you'll be lying limp in your own hand"
Our story last left off as ... JR was having a bad day. Flashback to the bus driver. Not getting much sleep. Nasty maid. Flash forward. Now it's Wednesday; things have to be going better, right?
WRONG.
Last night was awful. Bio lab was so long, and Dr. Sparks was being such a dick. We played around with a cow heart, which to my amusement, might have been the one thing that made yesterday decent. Class went on forever, and as soon as I got out, the shit hit the fan. My night just unraveled from there. I didn't get any sleep last night. Aaron was there the whole night, and he was snoring even louder than previously stated before. I just, couldn't bring myself to closing my eyes. It was hot in the room, and my body ached. This morning, I finally awoke at six. Where then, I could not go back to sleep. I just laid in bed until 850, then I put some clothes on and went to work where ... there was a fire drill. So we stood outside for thirty minutes. I'm really tired of having bad days. I want to have a good day. A day of memories. A day I can smile about! Urgh.
I saw Aimee on the bus. And we talked. And she gave me a bit of advice that, I've heard before, but it made me smile that she had that much brain-power to pull such a beautiful comment out of nowhere. Just thought I'd share:
"No one is worth your tears. And those who are, don't make you cry."
I hate today. I hated yesterday. I hated Monday. I hated Sunday. I need to get out of this funk; out of this rut. I want to have a good day. I really do..
but how can I?
WRONG.
Last night was awful. Bio lab was so long, and Dr. Sparks was being such a dick. We played around with a cow heart, which to my amusement, might have been the one thing that made yesterday decent. Class went on forever, and as soon as I got out, the shit hit the fan. My night just unraveled from there. I didn't get any sleep last night. Aaron was there the whole night, and he was snoring even louder than previously stated before. I just, couldn't bring myself to closing my eyes. It was hot in the room, and my body ached. This morning, I finally awoke at six. Where then, I could not go back to sleep. I just laid in bed until 850, then I put some clothes on and went to work where ... there was a fire drill. So we stood outside for thirty minutes. I'm really tired of having bad days. I want to have a good day. A day of memories. A day I can smile about! Urgh.
I saw Aimee on the bus. And we talked. And she gave me a bit of advice that, I've heard before, but it made me smile that she had that much brain-power to pull such a beautiful comment out of nowhere. Just thought I'd share:
"No one is worth your tears. And those who are, don't make you cry."
I hate today. I hated yesterday. I hated Monday. I hated Sunday. I need to get out of this funk; out of this rut. I want to have a good day. I really do..
but how can I?