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ready for an emo entry? great, because i am. i mean really. this is very stereotypical. don't bother, unless you're anne shardon defilippo in which you are the only one who feels my pain and i love you dearly for that.
i am the only one of my friends who is single. i guess it's for the best. i don't have to worry about the whole 'do we split up for college thing.' but still, it's just very frustrating. it's like, i meet so many people but none that like me. fucking christ i sound like i'm in 6 th grade. i'm also sober while writing this, so this is straight from the heart. essentially, the only boys that have liked me (or do, but he's a fucking psycho, thanks shannon) are all very, very emotionally unstable and meddle too much in drugs. or gay. i don't understand that. don't get me wrong i ADORE all my friends that have significant others and am very happy for them in all honesty. i just get kind of frustrated you know?
oh well.
college is soon.
a whole bunch of emotionally unstable boys to meet!
i am the only one of my friends who is single. i guess it's for the best. i don't have to worry about the whole 'do we split up for college thing.' but still, it's just very frustrating. it's like, i meet so many people but none that like me. fucking christ i sound like i'm in 6 th grade. i'm also sober while writing this, so this is straight from the heart. essentially, the only boys that have liked me (or do, but he's a fucking psycho, thanks shannon) are all very, very emotionally unstable and meddle too much in drugs. or gay. i don't understand that. don't get me wrong i ADORE all my friends that have significant others and am very happy for them in all honesty. i just get kind of frustrated you know?
oh well.
college is soon.
a whole bunch of emotionally unstable boys to meet!