and all ive got is your hand <3
And so it is just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
most of the time
And so it is the shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
So last night didnt exactly go as planned, but thats alright. I didn't really feel like partying anyways.
I just wasn't in the mood i guess.
Slept until 7, then woke up to a call from charles :)
he calls throughout the day to tell me how his team is doing at the tournament(hockey).
So far they have won all of their games, so thats good.
I wasn't in a very good mood, but when i talked to him i felt better.
I'm so confused with my feelings right now.
This is so hard and confusing.
I have feelings for both of them.
The only difference is that the feelings are returned from only one of them.
and it hurts. not because I cant have you, but because i think i let myself fall to hard with you.
When i'm with him, you always come to mind..and that disgusts me. it makes me want to gag myself.
but i dont. I hold it in, and just keep pretending that im alright.
but im not. i am not alright.
and I hate that you have this much control over my life. without even knowing it.
i wish it was as easy for me, as it was for you, to just shrug this off my shoulders and pretend like what we had was nothing.
but i cant do that. i dont just let anyone in, you know.
but you got in. and you wont ing leave.
this should be easy for me...so why isnt it.
what i should be doing is clear. just forgetting about you, and letting things grow with him.
he already is amazed by me. i dont even have to try with him. it just happens.
but you..i have to impress you. and love should not be work.
but this is work. we are work.
so why am i working for something that i cant have. when i clearly have something else sitting there just waiting for me.
-->i cant take my mind off of you
i cant take my mind off you..<--
him=charles
him: what if i fall inlove with you, while your taking time to figure things out
me: well, just dont.
him: im trying not to..you just dont understand what you are
me: what am i
him: beautiful