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[_jodison_]

this past week has been intersting.. i saw meet the faulkers.. it was good.. im going up to wills this weekend.. im so excited... 4 days 3 nights.. its just what i need. so i start drivers ed feb. 8th and ill be done march 10th but ill have to go the week after to make up the information that i dont get over feburary vacation becuase im going on my crusieeee.. ooh i get to start tanning very soon and im amped for that.. i got some hollister stuff in the mail yesterday!!!! i got a track jacket... sweatshirt.. skirt and flip flops i ordered a polo but it like dissapeared and they took ti off the bill haha.. weirdd.. im so excited i have alot to look foward tooo.... wills getting his license in like 2 weeks.. then we have our one year anniversary on valentines day which is like a week after i start drivers ed.. then i have my cruisee.. whoo.. pumped for that.. then i have my birthday.. then i have drivers ed finsihing which means getting my license which means getting a car.. which means that tracks starting like right then.. and by the time track ends we have like 2 weeks left of school.. im pumped.. oh yeah and in less than 2 weeeks were switching classes.. eek.. i have quite the workload ahead of me actulaly... honors a/s.. spanish 2.. honors TRIG.. with mr b.. hahahaha.. and then honors bio.. oh well.. ill have track and thats somthing ive been wanting for too long.. ive started running again. yesterday was the first time in 5 months.. it was so akward i could like feel my scar.. i could feel the tightness of my ligiment it was so akward.. im so out of shape.. like runners shape... i cant just run and run for 5 miles anymore.. actually yesterday i couldnt go more than 5 minutes ahha and i had only accomplsiehd half a mile.. thats disquesting.. and im not like sick nasty disquesting its like pittiful.. that time needs like 2.5 minutes shaved off.. haha .. today i worked otu.. it was tough cause i had to run.. and it makes everything harder cause im sore after running becuas so many muscles are being used that havent been used in like half a year.. in a week and a half im going for my cybex test, this test is where they compare my left leg to my right... this will see what percent it is compared to my right.. it has to have 70-80 % strength as my right in order to go back to sports.. im scared because even though i know im not going to pass i know itll tel lme how hard i need to work and ive been already working soo hard.. i go to the gym like 5 days a week.. im tired.. i could use a nap.. but ehh.. ooh yeah and i think im going to go to a concert in the spring.. green day and my chemical romance... soo excited about that event.. i love you all :-) <3JODI

i love you will.. yorue my everything.. always and forever.. 2/14/04 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3