happy?

[_jmzh]

im doing things right finally... and it feels good. sometimes i feel so alone and im willing to pick up a joint and smoke to feel appritiated by the people around me. and saying no gives me a chance to see how we really act when were high. i love you guys but when you get stoned, youre soooo retarded. i just never realised how dumb the whole situation is. well this is goodbye. goodbye from the drugs. goodbye from the pain. goodbye from that lifestyle. ladies and gentlemen the real josh hertica is back in town.

football games are the most intense events in this world. i love the tribe... and the clan! yay for unity.

california bound, as well