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I don't know what I think about change.
I wish I could say that I embrace it, but that would be blind of me. I'm not scared of it. i think I want to be scared of it. I want to believe that I have a little comfort zone where I am safe and I feel like nothing can touch me. Because everyone wants one of those. But i don't think that I have one of those. If you don't get too attatched then you'll never get let down. You'll also never be uplifted, so its however you weigh the two. Change is so wierd. People always say that it works out for the better in the end. But how do they know? Unless you experience both paths, you can't anticipate what life is going to present you with. Therefore, you can't say that you made the right decision. You don't know. You can try to figure out if you made the right decision or not, but you'll never truely know. Maybe staying in GP would make me a millionaire. I don't know. I just have to try. And that's what makes it so hard. Because you don't know if you made the right decision. And at default, I am wrong. So I might go my entire life punishing myself for "messing things up" when maybe I made them better. But it is ignorant to say that everything we do is for the best.
Embrace change is what I'm saying I guess. Maybe my argument completely disagrees with that, but that's the conclusion that my logic has brought me upon.
Other changes besides schools:
I (sort of I' seeing if I liek them and getting them cut shorter if I do in like a week) have bangs.
Oh and one final note.
The DAY HAS ARRIVED
that Jessica L. Ball can finally operate her motor vehicle.
Mark your calendars:
My half birthday: March 27th!
I wish I could say that I embrace it, but that would be blind of me. I'm not scared of it. i think I want to be scared of it. I want to believe that I have a little comfort zone where I am safe and I feel like nothing can touch me. Because everyone wants one of those. But i don't think that I have one of those. If you don't get too attatched then you'll never get let down. You'll also never be uplifted, so its however you weigh the two. Change is so wierd. People always say that it works out for the better in the end. But how do they know? Unless you experience both paths, you can't anticipate what life is going to present you with. Therefore, you can't say that you made the right decision. You don't know. You can try to figure out if you made the right decision or not, but you'll never truely know. Maybe staying in GP would make me a millionaire. I don't know. I just have to try. And that's what makes it so hard. Because you don't know if you made the right decision. And at default, I am wrong. So I might go my entire life punishing myself for "messing things up" when maybe I made them better. But it is ignorant to say that everything we do is for the best.
Embrace change is what I'm saying I guess. Maybe my argument completely disagrees with that, but that's the conclusion that my logic has brought me upon.
Other changes besides schools:
I (sort of I' seeing if I liek them and getting them cut shorter if I do in like a week) have bangs.
Oh and one final note.
The DAY HAS ARRIVED
that Jessica L. Ball can finally operate her motor vehicle.
Mark your calendars:
My half birthday: March 27th!