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i don't want to talk to anyone right now if they're going to try to make me feel worse about who i am, or try to make me feel threatened by them, or try to tell me that i'm always wrong because i disagree with THEM and THEY are ALWAYS right, and that they know me better than i do and so i have to listen to them because i'm so stupid and because they're older than me means i HAVE to do what they say because obviously being two or three years younger than the rest of the freshman and still being in college means i'm the stupidest child there is because otherwise, how could i have ever gotten into college while still young so i'm an idiot and should just go curl up and die so that i don't bother them anymore.
god, i hate you almost as much as i hate me right now
and for the rest of you, i'm sorry i'm leaving this up for you to read but i am because i actually feel a little better right now. ha. just kidding.
i hope you aren't around when i go back and if you are, PLEASE do NOT talk to me, because that's what i'm going to do. you need to just not talk to me, not look at me, and leave me alone. i'm NOT going to deal with you right now. you're a jerk, i'm stupid, and we'll compromise at that...
someone please make me feel better. all i can do right now is cry and babble on some more. so please, shut up and leave me alone.
god, i hate you almost as much as i hate me right now
and for the rest of you, i'm sorry i'm leaving this up for you to read but i am because i actually feel a little better right now. ha. just kidding.
i hope you aren't around when i go back and if you are, PLEASE do NOT talk to me, because that's what i'm going to do. you need to just not talk to me, not look at me, and leave me alone. i'm NOT going to deal with you right now. you're a jerk, i'm stupid, and we'll compromise at that...
someone please make me feel better. all i can do right now is cry and babble on some more. so please, shut up and leave me alone.