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So I`m finally over my illness and today I was ready to go to the mall and spend some of this birthday MONEY$, but my mom was being all fucking gay. I was so sick and like folding her clothes and shit. I do so much for that women and it really makes me upset that she cant even drive me some where. I think I should steal my car, fuck the law. She should be happy that I want to spend my money on something worth while instead of weed, wtf is she thinking getting me all worked up over nothing. Honestly it wouldnt take 2 hours and its not like she had plans. I think I need to reevaluate my life and stop spending so much time with such a selfcentered bitch. I ask for so little and give her so much. Not every teenage girl cleans house and has a good relationship with their parent. Its not my fault shes too hung over to be active and productive. I really think I should just say fuck it and go buy a big bag and smoke this issue away. In fact I think I will.
Tomorrow is the final weigh in for fair, and my steer gets put in. I`m so nervuos for the show. Its like all year I work my ass off for one night, and one man`s opinion. Anything could happen and I have to be ready for failure, considering my calf is 200 pounds under weight and my record book SUCKS. I just hope I have fun.
Tonight I have plans to chill and smoke, always fun times. I havent been smoking at all for the past month because I`v been so sick. If my mom had spent time with me today I prolly would have stayed home with her and enjoyed a nice dinner, but she doesnt want that. She has to make everything so damn difficult.
Yes, I am stressed.
Did I mention I love Christopher like so much and I cant wait to go see that boy?
Tomorrow is the final weigh in for fair, and my steer gets put in. I`m so nervuos for the show. Its like all year I work my ass off for one night, and one man`s opinion. Anything could happen and I have to be ready for failure, considering my calf is 200 pounds under weight and my record book SUCKS. I just hope I have fun.
Tonight I have plans to chill and smoke, always fun times. I havent been smoking at all for the past month because I`v been so sick. If my mom had spent time with me today I prolly would have stayed home with her and enjoyed a nice dinner, but she doesnt want that. She has to make everything so damn difficult.
Yes, I am stressed.
Did I mention I love Christopher like so much and I cant wait to go see that boy?