....upset :'(
This has been a horriable week...I haven't updated in a lil while, So, I think I'll get everyone up to date..
Work hasn't been going the best here lately, but I guess I'll just have to make due like I always do... I had to work Tuesday, Wensday, Thursday, and Friday.....it was just tireing.... doing the same thing day after day gets old..you need a break sometime ya know?? I got paid friday, and that always makes fridays a lil better ...I haven't really done anything but work and go to church Wensday and Thursday....I think I need to get a life...j/p
Today has been the worst though ... As most of you know, my mamaw fleenor has cancer and she has been sick in the hospital... today, she passed away... I just couldn't beleive it. I just went to see her last week. She wasn't in the best shape, but I just didn't think it was going to happen this fast. She was getting better too... she was scheduled to come back home sometime next week too. I just don't understand what happened :( ...I've cried ever since I found out.. I just don't think I can cry anymore. I still don't think it has hit me yet that she is really gone. I'm kinda in shock still I guess... I just keep telling myself that she is better off now....she will never be in pain again. I'm just going to miss her so much!! Its going to be so weird without her being arround. I'm really gald I got to tell her that I love her last week when me and mom went to see her.... I was crying then too, and she told me not to cry, that everthing was going to be alright.... I'm really tring to be strong because I know thats what she wanted... I just keep breaking down... I'm not sure when the funeral will be or anything...I just dont know how I'm going to react. Its just tearing me apart... just keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers ....it would be greatly appreciated...
Well I guess I should be getting in the bed....its almost 2:00, and I really need to get some sleep...
To my friends....Chelsea, Summer, Daniel, Ashley, Jessica S., Justin ....thank you guys so much for being here for me though all of this, I really don't give you enough credit....I love you guys! I don't know what I would do without eaither of you..
**-Love-**
**Jessica**
Work hasn't been going the best here lately, but I guess I'll just have to make due like I always do... I had to work Tuesday, Wensday, Thursday, and Friday.....it was just tireing.... doing the same thing day after day gets old..you need a break sometime ya know?? I got paid friday, and that always makes fridays a lil better ...I haven't really done anything but work and go to church Wensday and Thursday....I think I need to get a life...j/p
Today has been the worst though ... As most of you know, my mamaw fleenor has cancer and she has been sick in the hospital... today, she passed away... I just couldn't beleive it. I just went to see her last week. She wasn't in the best shape, but I just didn't think it was going to happen this fast. She was getting better too... she was scheduled to come back home sometime next week too. I just don't understand what happened :( ...I've cried ever since I found out.. I just don't think I can cry anymore. I still don't think it has hit me yet that she is really gone. I'm kinda in shock still I guess... I just keep telling myself that she is better off now....she will never be in pain again. I'm just going to miss her so much!! Its going to be so weird without her being arround. I'm really gald I got to tell her that I love her last week when me and mom went to see her.... I was crying then too, and she told me not to cry, that everthing was going to be alright.... I'm really tring to be strong because I know thats what she wanted... I just keep breaking down... I'm not sure when the funeral will be or anything...I just dont know how I'm going to react. Its just tearing me apart... just keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers ....it would be greatly appreciated...
Well I guess I should be getting in the bed....its almost 2:00, and I really need to get some sleep...
To my friends....Chelsea, Summer, Daniel, Ashley, Jessica S., Justin ....thank you guys so much for being here for me though all of this, I really don't give you enough credit....I love you guys! I don't know what I would do without eaither of you..
**-Love-**
**Jessica**