home sweet home.
we are officially moved into our house. also living with us is cousin corey and "uncle" mike. We're just about done unloading boxes and painting. We only have one more room to complete. It already feels like home. Lulu- my kitty- is so sweet. she always wants to lay in my lap. :-)
Today, i had a pretty profound realization.. at least for me it was. Robbie was giving me a hug in the kitchen and i thought how you could think of someone else while someones giving you a hug, and my mind went to other people that are casually in my life, and out of all the people that float around in my world on a daily basis that could possibly be a "threat" to a relationship- all i wanted was robbie. Just having him in my arms made me 100% complete. What's aggravating is how people take their relationships for granted to the extent that they can't even appreciate a simple hug to it's fullest and still feel the emotion from that first hug ever. I've been in love before, but not like this. I can't take a single day for granted because i don't want to lose a precious moment; an event can be replicated but a moment can't. The little things in my life are never to be taken for granted again. I used to just take feelings from others recklessly and selfishly for my own feeling of self worth. But that's changed. Love is a choice. And i choose to honor my marriage, even in the hard times; because there is nothing more precious to me than a meaningful relationship. give and take. laugh and cry. love and fight. yell and whisper. Life comes at you fast..
i just don't want to miss something beautiful before my eyes by being blinded by the world.
Today, i had a pretty profound realization.. at least for me it was. Robbie was giving me a hug in the kitchen and i thought how you could think of someone else while someones giving you a hug, and my mind went to other people that are casually in my life, and out of all the people that float around in my world on a daily basis that could possibly be a "threat" to a relationship- all i wanted was robbie. Just having him in my arms made me 100% complete. What's aggravating is how people take their relationships for granted to the extent that they can't even appreciate a simple hug to it's fullest and still feel the emotion from that first hug ever. I've been in love before, but not like this. I can't take a single day for granted because i don't want to lose a precious moment; an event can be replicated but a moment can't. The little things in my life are never to be taken for granted again. I used to just take feelings from others recklessly and selfishly for my own feeling of self worth. But that's changed. Love is a choice. And i choose to honor my marriage, even in the hard times; because there is nothing more precious to me than a meaningful relationship. give and take. laugh and cry. love and fight. yell and whisper. Life comes at you fast..
i just don't want to miss something beautiful before my eyes by being blinded by the world.