May 06, 2009 23:14
As usual I managed to totally fuck myself over. As many of you know, I really have been majorly stressed at my job. So I got a new job, and I am cutting back to part time the end of this month. I was under the impression that I could go back on Matt's health plan on September 1.
Well Matt called and now I can't go on his plan till January 1st! Some stupid bull shit about the group number changing or whatever. What a bunch of shit! So I'm basically screwed now with health insurance.
I suppose I could talk to my boss about staying on full time, but as Matt said, "How long do you really think you'll be able to take it?" Plus now they know I'm looking for another job, and they'll be watching me like a hawk. No fucking thanks.
I applied for an individual plan, but I'm afraid I'm gonna be turned down. Or else they will charge me out the nose. We'll see tho. This just sucks since I really cannot be without health insurance with my pre-existing conditions. A Cobra will cost me $400 per month, and that will be hard for me to afford.
I seriously hope I get into school soon, and can get the funding. I am so tired of living paycheck to paycheck. Even with a Bachelors Degree, I have yet to make $25,000 a year in my life. And I have a mountain of debts. Wish I could just get a damn do-over....