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Sep 21, 2007 22:40

I am so HUNGRY

The other day my brother accidently ran over our little dog =/ and he died.
He was a maltese, we've had him since he was born ... about 7-8 years
For some reason I guess he was laying under my brothers truck, which he NEVER EVER EVER does. The only time he gets by the vehicles is when you're leaving or pulling in but he never gets in the way. And my brother's truck is EXTREMELY loud, my dad tried yelling to tell him to stop and that he was right there but he just couldn't hear him =/

Needless to say, my brother is devestated. He buried him out back and this morning my mom walked out there and he and his girlfriend made a cross and put it out there. My mom is so, blahhhhhh. She still hasn't stopped crying, but I think she is crying more for my brother. Don't get me wrong, she is beyond upset that JB ( the doggie =/ ) is gone but she just feels so horrible for my brother because he's having a hard time.

I am just so thankful I wasn't home when it happened. I was working and my brother's girlfriend came in and told me. I was like WOW why would you tell me here?! But okay, I just started bursting out crying.

I'm a lot like my mom and so is my brother, very very very caring.
Sometimes probably too caring and its just sad.
I feel awful because we were actually thinking of getting rid of him. Not because we didn't want him but because no one is ever home with him. And if you know anything about Maltese dogs, they are very anxious. And JB, especially he would freak whenever he was alone, he would make himself go crazy. He followed you wherever you went, sat right on top of you, barked at everything. And lately I had been so annoyed with him, I wasn't even paying him attention. And now LOOK.

I feel like maybe GOD did it on purpose because we neglected him =/
and now he's gone and I just feel awful and so GUILTY.
He was part of this family and Mia just loved him. She would sit on him and pull his tail and his legs. She'd chase him around the house and kiss him alllll the time.

It just goes to show that you really don't know when someone/something will be gone. You should always show how much you care, no matter what.
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