Dammit.
I love paradise. It's a shame it's so boring. I used to just sit back and watch the humans. Everything they did was so amazing to me. Sure, they were capable of showing so much hatred and causing so much death and destruction, but they also showed an equal capability for love and creation. I found it fascinating. I would watch them for eons on end. Pick out my favorites and least favorites. Tried to give the extra special ones what they needed from life....
Now I just look at them and see how they rejected me.
Maybe I should just give up this deity gig. Be like some of the others up here and become apathetic about things. But there's no joy in a life without passion. I need to think about some things. There are so many other beings living out there. Maybe THEY could use a guiding hand. Maybe they will love me like I love them and not reject me just because I eat their kind.
I'm so confused.
Now I just look at them and see how they rejected me.
Maybe I should just give up this deity gig. Be like some of the others up here and become apathetic about things. But there's no joy in a life without passion. I need to think about some things. There are so many other beings living out there. Maybe THEY could use a guiding hand. Maybe they will love me like I love them and not reject me just because I eat their kind.
I'm so confused.