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Mar 17, 2007 20:28

Well, I'm really glad that I ruined my car for no reason.

The fact that I knew the roads were terrible but I still left my house, makes me feel like such a fool. The fact that you don't even care that I was on my way to your house to see you when I crashed makes me feel even more like a fool. I'm glad that I crashed into a telephone pole on my way to your house and you don't care and now my car's ruined for it. 
What's more, I feel like somehow this car accident will ruin my chances for college. Here's what I mean: I was coming to terms with the fact that I would probably end up at UMass since it's free for me, even though I was hesitant to go there. Just recently, I was informed that I was being awarded a fairly large scholarship to Stonehill. This made me extremely happy, even though it would still cost twice as much as UMass. It turned things around. But now, because of the accident, I feel like I'm going to end up at UMass. It's going to cost a ton of money to fix my car, and for that reason, I feel like since I got into a car accident my parents are going to be even less willing to pay for Stonehill.

Thanks, fate.
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