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I don't know what to say. I love Chicago. I always do. I get so much out of it in three months that it helps me threw the next 8 i have in Tennessee and then that one month I use missing and wanting to get back here.
Lately it seems like everyone was getting so pissy with me. I didn't even know what I did!
I just seem to be getting like that.
So I figure if people are gonna be like that. Might as well just not care. I'm not going to worry myself about how am I messing up, and how can I improve so these two or three people can get off my back.. because what they were getting mad at was stupid. It was as if they were looking for something for me to get in trouble about. Just waiting for a slip up. But ya know what? I don't drink. I don't do drugs. I'm not pregnet, or have ever been pregnet. I am still currently enrolled in high school for senior year. Coming from here I'm still doing pretty fucking good. I don't hang out with that bad of people. They're not idiots. They don't do drugs or drink, granted some smoke ciggarrettes, but I'm not their mothers to tell them to stop. And guess what they're all in school! Wanna get technical.. they're all in private school, too. So if your looking for a reason to get mad at me.. find something fucking worth it. Not "Hey, guess what I read..!" or any other lame peice of crap. Or I think she was talking to some kid who looked like a gang banger. Once in a while its hard to let of people who you've grown up with for years go to that mess. So when I talk to them its to know how they are.. not what are they selling. Some of me wants to still know the person I use to know then what they want to be now. I'm sorry I talk to one bad person once in a while. Forgive me.. I'm not just gonna drop it all for what people hear about a person. I'm just bringing this up because the other day someone was on my case for "seeing me talk to ******". I was talking to this person at 2 p.m. in the afternoon. We were talking about a few summers ago.. when they chilled in wisconsin w/ my family folk. But no I wasn't allowed to because they're a gangbanger. I didn't know this. So, forgive me. No, sometimes they won't hear me out. I think thats what gets me mad most. But whatever. What can I do?
But nonetheless I love my friends.
I got into a monster fight with Ben the other night. Over the same old shit. But I can't help it, I love him to much to lose his friendship. But that almost had to happened. We worked things out.
And everything with me and Kevin is way cool.
Ohhh.. I got some pictures. They turned out to be the kill.
Lately it seems like everyone was getting so pissy with me. I didn't even know what I did!
I just seem to be getting like that.
So I figure if people are gonna be like that. Might as well just not care. I'm not going to worry myself about how am I messing up, and how can I improve so these two or three people can get off my back.. because what they were getting mad at was stupid. It was as if they were looking for something for me to get in trouble about. Just waiting for a slip up. But ya know what? I don't drink. I don't do drugs. I'm not pregnet, or have ever been pregnet. I am still currently enrolled in high school for senior year. Coming from here I'm still doing pretty fucking good. I don't hang out with that bad of people. They're not idiots. They don't do drugs or drink, granted some smoke ciggarrettes, but I'm not their mothers to tell them to stop. And guess what they're all in school! Wanna get technical.. they're all in private school, too. So if your looking for a reason to get mad at me.. find something fucking worth it. Not "Hey, guess what I read..!" or any other lame peice of crap. Or I think she was talking to some kid who looked like a gang banger. Once in a while its hard to let of people who you've grown up with for years go to that mess. So when I talk to them its to know how they are.. not what are they selling. Some of me wants to still know the person I use to know then what they want to be now. I'm sorry I talk to one bad person once in a while. Forgive me.. I'm not just gonna drop it all for what people hear about a person. I'm just bringing this up because the other day someone was on my case for "seeing me talk to ******". I was talking to this person at 2 p.m. in the afternoon. We were talking about a few summers ago.. when they chilled in wisconsin w/ my family folk. But no I wasn't allowed to because they're a gangbanger. I didn't know this. So, forgive me. No, sometimes they won't hear me out. I think thats what gets me mad most. But whatever. What can I do?
But nonetheless I love my friends.
I got into a monster fight with Ben the other night. Over the same old shit. But I can't help it, I love him to much to lose his friendship. But that almost had to happened. We worked things out.
And everything with me and Kevin is way cool.
Ohhh.. I got some pictures. They turned out to be the kill.