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I haven't written in al long time. I've been grounded for the past 9 days. New Years was good. Rachel got her braces off. Yay for her!! Ben and Emily go out. Yay for them. . . . I think. . . and some other stuff. Yay for those people involved. I painted this really cool picture yesterday. I love it!!! it's really neat. I'll try to post a picture of it later.
I'm in love with -censored-. I can't say who it is or this certain person would kill me. It would be a horrid and bloody death. I was going to ask him out today, but I couldn't because we both got kicked off the bus cuz there were too many people on it and he left before I could catch up with him. I'm going to ask him out tomorrow, though. I'm riding the bus again. . . I hope he says yes. If he doesn't then I still want to be friends wwith him like we are now. he tells me everything. I'm the one who he came to after his girlfriend dumped him. he was crushed. he just sat there in my hug for the entire bus ride.
he almost kissed me right before Christmas break. now, i wish he had. :| He's such a wonderful person. OMG!! he has the softest and the gentlest hands I have ever seen. God, I love him. Sooo much. Not just as more than a friend, but I love him as my best friend, too. he really doesn't act his age. he has the mentality of at least a 14 year old.
his blonde curls, soft green- gray eyes, crooked smile, warm hug, gentle hands, his loving heart. he's just soooo wonderful.
"Everything means nothing, if I ain't got you"-- Alicia Keyes
"If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart won't let me right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to have
Your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on
living in the memory of your song"
-Mariah Carey
I know some people don't like song lyrics, but they can kiss my ass. They explain people and their feelings and emotions. and sometimes they help express your feelings. if you don't like song lyrics too bad. you don't have to read them.
If you know who he is, please don't tell or mention anything to anyone. Pretty please!!
Thank you for listening to me.
Wendy's back from China. yay!!
I'm in love with -censored-. I can't say who it is or this certain person would kill me. It would be a horrid and bloody death. I was going to ask him out today, but I couldn't because we both got kicked off the bus cuz there were too many people on it and he left before I could catch up with him. I'm going to ask him out tomorrow, though. I'm riding the bus again. . . I hope he says yes. If he doesn't then I still want to be friends wwith him like we are now. he tells me everything. I'm the one who he came to after his girlfriend dumped him. he was crushed. he just sat there in my hug for the entire bus ride.
he almost kissed me right before Christmas break. now, i wish he had. :| He's such a wonderful person. OMG!! he has the softest and the gentlest hands I have ever seen. God, I love him. Sooo much. Not just as more than a friend, but I love him as my best friend, too. he really doesn't act his age. he has the mentality of at least a 14 year old.
his blonde curls, soft green- gray eyes, crooked smile, warm hug, gentle hands, his loving heart. he's just soooo wonderful.
"Everything means nothing, if I ain't got you"-- Alicia Keyes
"If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart won't let me right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to have
Your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on
living in the memory of your song"
-Mariah Carey
I know some people don't like song lyrics, but they can kiss my ass. They explain people and their feelings and emotions. and sometimes they help express your feelings. if you don't like song lyrics too bad. you don't have to read them.
If you know who he is, please don't tell or mention anything to anyone. Pretty please!!
Thank you for listening to me.
Wendy's back from China. yay!!