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wow.
i was seriously the happiset person alive after i read elizabeths journal
and i love her so much. like woah, shes my hero.
and seriously within an hour im sitting here balling my eyes out and i cant stop crying.
it wasnt even an hour of happiness and this is probably the worst ive ever felt in my entire life.
everything sucks so bad.
one of the people that ive needed the most and loved the most is just...not...no.
i cant even explain what im trying to get through right now.
i dont care if people dont think its a big deal or not
this hurt so bad and if my self esteem wasnt zero already its now below zero.
figures.
the next person ill lose is sam, probably, or amelia.
im so sick of my life.
fuck everything.
fuck my so calles life
fuck school
fuck friends
fuck parents
fuck family
just fuck it
i dont care anymore at all if people miss me or not
im out of here.
i was seriously the happiset person alive after i read elizabeths journal
and i love her so much. like woah, shes my hero.
and seriously within an hour im sitting here balling my eyes out and i cant stop crying.
it wasnt even an hour of happiness and this is probably the worst ive ever felt in my entire life.
everything sucks so bad.
one of the people that ive needed the most and loved the most is just...not...no.
i cant even explain what im trying to get through right now.
i dont care if people dont think its a big deal or not
this hurt so bad and if my self esteem wasnt zero already its now below zero.
figures.
the next person ill lose is sam, probably, or amelia.
im so sick of my life.
fuck everything.
fuck my so calles life
fuck school
fuck friends
fuck parents
fuck family
just fuck it
i dont care anymore at all if people miss me or not
im out of here.