Everytime that star shoots across the sky...*
Today was a weird type of day. The day started out normal, boring, and beat. Then my mood changed to depressed and pissed becuz people were being complete bitches. And i was pretty depressed up until like... study hall. At study hall, i chilled with chenye and brett. i love bret, ahhaha, hes such a psyco. But see, i was in a bad mood becuz people i geuss decided to change their minds o just so drastickly from hating and dispising, to loveing and obsessing. While doing this, leaving out the old and true. This same thing will happen with everyone, becuz our little clique is a monacry, controled by the critic. It went from person to person, and now to another. Soon it will probly be me again, left out and talked about. I really and truthfully don't understand my reasoning for agreeing with everything the critic says, when after i think about what i said, i really do not believe in it. i never really thought that peer pressure really effected me, but it does. Now i feel bad for what i have done to those put under the pressure, and the peer putting them under pressure does not relize, and if they do, does not care, yet once claimed to FOREVER be caring. Obviously this person is a liar, and perhapes changing to something i don't approve of. Still, i do not understand why one would change at that drastic measure at such a quite time, or not nessisarly quick but just drastic! I don't know what has happened to my beloved critic, but somehow or another, they have began to begin the rotation of change, and maybe will soon relize what the fuck is going on. Maybe they will think that it is in the nature of that person to act that way, and maybe think not to put someone under that type of pressure, not to be so crusel in words. I am terribly sorry for this beloved 9y friend for doing that to you, and i am dreadfully sorry for all that we have put you through 3y friend. I geuss to that one critic, they do not know their power, or perhapes know their power, just use it for selfishness and unloyality. I geuss, i have no true friends at this moment in life, for everyone is changing, and this sucks big hairy penis.