.:Road To Joy:.

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You can only walk so far on a wrong path by yourself before it begings to enclose on you until there is no where else to go. Your so far down that path now I see only a blurred image in which appears to be a person. I feel like there is something I should do. I don't want to make you mad at me but I just feel like I should tell you the things you need to hear. You ask for help so many times but no one can help you until your willing to help yourself. It is engulfing your life to the point you care about nothing or noone else. I hate to say it like this but we all see so much potential in you. We always thought you could and would end up doing something wonderous with your life but to be honest your letting us all down, and when I say us I mean your family, your friends, HER, but most importantly yourself!!! I love you like a brother, and I worry about you more and more every time I talk to you. Just know that I am here no matter what you need, and anything I can do to help I will try to do so with my upmost ability, all you have to do is ask and be sincere...

I really like you, and I understand that hearing all these bad things from people don't make it easy on you, but you have to believe in me and know that I am changing in soo many ways. I care about you and promise you nothing less than honesty about everything...

I don't understand what pleasure people get out of worrying about others and what they do. It's not your life it has nothing to do with you in any way so why do you even care?? I know I have done bad things in the past but why bring it up??, why try to discourage her and turn her against me??