Jun 21, 2005 02:37
Well I went to the fair tonight... I don't know why I go, I guess just for something to do and to see everyone. It is really skanky and the smell makes me sick. I watched the beauty padgeant(sp)... Mary Kate and Kailen both were in it and both got in the top ten... Congarats to you both!!
I don't understand why anything happens the way it does anymore, I am so confused. One minute your asking me oh do you really love me?, do you promise your not gonna leave me?, and all this shit and now out of no where you suddenly need time to yourself...???... wtf!!! But you go ahead and do as you need, just don't expect me to sit around and wait. I don't understand your reasoning... oh yeah maybe because you didn't give me any... I just wanna fucking scream, I have done so much to be what you wanted and to be there for you as much as possible, and I have even changed in some ways for you... but whatever, if this is what you want well you got it!!