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im in such a bad mood its not even funny. both my alexa's were here tonight, and i was all happy. then they left and a bunch of shit just came and hit me hard. i've realized that a lot of what i say is just "i want, i want, i want". and im so fucking tired of it. i feel like there are so many things, that if i had them, i'd be so much happier. but i can't even tell if thats true anymore. i hate when i feel all shitty like this because its so fucking teenage cliche, and i don't want to be like that at all. but i guess i became that way by writing this?
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