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uhh...i feel really lonely lately. i wish the summer was over so i could see my friends again. i really want a girlfriend also. i need an awesome girl to cuddle with wicked bad. i broke a string on my guitar today and that makes me sad. i've been writing songs like crazy lately. i'm off the heezy fo sheezy yo. who sings "eye of the tiger"? i really miss my ex still. i wonder what she's doing right now. i wish she was thinking of me and wondering what i'm doing. maybe she is but i highly doubt that. she doesn't like me. she dumped me for a reason. maybe i was too "emo" for her. she also has a new boyfriend and it seems like she dumped me for him. she probably did. i don't really talk to her anymore which is a bummer beacause we were like best friends. i feel like no one really appreciates me. i really need someone now...right now. i want to be able to cuddle on a blanket in a field and watch the stars with someone. i want someone to be on the other end of the phone who i can talk to and comfort me when i need comforting and vice versa. i want to share an umbrella and make out in the rain. oh well...you don't always get what you want. i'm gonna paint a mural on my wall...it's gonna be fantastic. i hate going to shows. why do all the couples have to make out or cuddle in front of me? oh well...i'm going to stop complaining now.