just another day
So besides the fact that last night i had a totaly mental breakdown, im feeling pretty good right now.
Last night i couldnt handle it, every strain that had been put on me in the last two years came back to me and i displayed that in an out of control panic attack/crying fest. Then Jizzle called me and made it all better. We talked to the wee hours of the morning but it didn't much matter because today was an easy day at school and i dont have school tomorrow (which is a total bonus).
SO after school i hung out with Spizzle (i dont know why im putting "izzle" at the end of every name i include in this post). I was kind of being sneaky becuase im really not supposed to be seeing him at all (due to the fact that im still grounded) but i did it anyway. It was great..we just chilled at his house and ordered pizza/wathced tv..nothing special but being with him was good.
I dont really have ANYTHING im my life figured out right now so in a way im completely lots. The thing is at the moment i dont really care, i might as well try to enjoy myself while i try and find myself.
I have the greatest friends ever, even if they slip up every now and again, they are the best people ever and always know how to be there for me, so thanks guys.
Tomorrow i have no plans but my parents are going to work so ill most likely be out somewhere with a friend (since i still havnt out where my mom hid my car keys).
xoxo ALL
Last night i couldnt handle it, every strain that had been put on me in the last two years came back to me and i displayed that in an out of control panic attack/crying fest. Then Jizzle called me and made it all better. We talked to the wee hours of the morning but it didn't much matter because today was an easy day at school and i dont have school tomorrow (which is a total bonus).
SO after school i hung out with Spizzle (i dont know why im putting "izzle" at the end of every name i include in this post). I was kind of being sneaky becuase im really not supposed to be seeing him at all (due to the fact that im still grounded) but i did it anyway. It was great..we just chilled at his house and ordered pizza/wathced tv..nothing special but being with him was good.
I dont really have ANYTHING im my life figured out right now so in a way im completely lots. The thing is at the moment i dont really care, i might as well try to enjoy myself while i try and find myself.
I have the greatest friends ever, even if they slip up every now and again, they are the best people ever and always know how to be there for me, so thanks guys.
Tomorrow i have no plans but my parents are going to work so ill most likely be out somewhere with a friend (since i still havnt out where my mom hid my car keys).
xoxo ALL