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how do you end something that isnt even real?
all ive ever wanted was something that was real and i feel like ive come to the harsh realization is that...ive never had anything real. nothing honest. nothing real. even the first time around with tim...he wasnt honest. and thats all we are all looking for, something real and honest. something where when we lay in bed at night we're not hoping and yearing for one more touch to validate our feelings that we're so scared of.
and i finally could have something real. and i just wont take it. its standing right in front of me, and i wont let my guard down to take it.
i keep going after the worst possible thing for me.
"What we’ve invented, I am now ending"
all ive ever wanted was something that was real and i feel like ive come to the harsh realization is that...ive never had anything real. nothing honest. nothing real. even the first time around with tim...he wasnt honest. and thats all we are all looking for, something real and honest. something where when we lay in bed at night we're not hoping and yearing for one more touch to validate our feelings that we're so scared of.
and i finally could have something real. and i just wont take it. its standing right in front of me, and i wont let my guard down to take it.
i keep going after the worst possible thing for me.
"What we’ve invented, I am now ending"