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i dont really feel like going on and on about my graduation party that i had today...but i might.
i am kinda sick right now and im on medication and whatever...but last night we went out to blackbirds and im going to admit, i was drunk. i only had a beer and 2 shots...but i mixed beer and liquor and my 2 shots we blackhaus and whiskey and they were in rapid succession. thanks friends for looking out. no no just kidding, i had a lot of fun but i woke up really hung over. and i am never ever hung over. and i felt so sick when i got up. not a good start for the day of my party.
so i get up and vaccuum and whatever, i pass out again after i took my medicine hoping it would kick in, shower and start getting ready to have people over all day. im outside with my dad and my uncle and my grandmother and mom on the deck, talking to my dad about going to get us grass skirts and coconut bras and i turn around and CRAIG IS STANDING THERE. he lied to me all morning, saying he was downtown and blah blah. he said he missed me and was being so sweet all morning, which is not odd for him but he said he had his friend with him and so i thought it was weird that he was talking to me so much while he was supposed to be entertaining him. he really woke up at 530 and left d.c. and took the bus and the train to get here and walked to my house from the patchogue train station. i criiiiied when i saw him, i was so shocked. it made it one of the best days ever. i was so shocked. no one ever does things like that. not just for me...but for anyone. he travelled for 8 hours, just to be here for my party for a few hours. he already left, he had to leave because he had work tomorrow and hes not getting in til 3. i am really really lucky. i cant wait to be with him. im kinda bummed i have to go to texas. not gonna lie.
and also...my friends. i am going to miss them more than i know how to say and i wish they could come with me. it meant so much to me that delia and mary came and stayed today, it was great to see them and they make my life...beautiful. god, they make me laugh. i took pictures....okay actually everyone else took pictures and i will have them on my picture site ....tonight i guess.
im getting sad about leaving. but im ready to actually be with craig. its been a long couple of months.