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[_its_not_over_]

school was.. idk.
its like he wants to be the perfect boyfriend
but really all hes doing is being the complete opposite.
he wants to say the right thing.
but really hes lying.
which is worse.
he says hes turning prep.
but thats the last thing that i want.
i skipped half of class and pulled chelsea out.
honestly didnt realize how much people really cared about me.
even the most randomn people.
i hate it when they ask whats wrong.
it makes me cry harder.
now im just listening to all the love songs
and eating coffee ice cream (helping a little)
thinking of what i should do.
i already had the perfect boyfriend.
i want brett.
the old him.
hes changing.
i love him.
but i dont know how much longer i can put up with this.
hellpp..
♥♥