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You change who you are in coordinance with who you are with that day. Personalities shant be swayed so heavily, yet you seem to have your pattern down to a T so no one calls you on it besides for the people that really know you. I'm sure looking in the mirror, your mind is hazed wondering who you really are; it's sad such thoughts need to cross your mind.
You sit there innocently talking shit on other people, when really, you are just ashamed of yourself and your own behavior. You've lost important people in your life because you are careless unless everyone's world revolves around your own. You don't know how to handle situations because you are too immature to pick up on the organization of life. You life one day to the next, while for some people, seems logical, but for you, just a horrid mess.
You walk around the earth with the universe on your shoulders, but only you know it's there. You put up a front to everyone else, and nobody knows the real you, not even your closest friends. I want to tear my hair out thinking that you hide behind other people's shadows and reflect your own flaws onto your enemies. You don't know how else to handle things, you are emotionless, although you're crying inside.
You have no goals in life, no motivations, nothing to get you anywhere anytime soon. People want to feel sorry for you, and they do, because of your manipulative ways, they can't see through you. But I can. A chosen few. You aren't fooling everyone. You go after something just because you know you can...it doesn't matter if someone gets hurt out of it, you don't care, you just want to win. You want to be the best, stand out, hail above the others. You thrive on other people's losses.
All I can do is laugh. You have a lot of growing up to do.
You sit there innocently talking shit on other people, when really, you are just ashamed of yourself and your own behavior. You've lost important people in your life because you are careless unless everyone's world revolves around your own. You don't know how to handle situations because you are too immature to pick up on the organization of life. You life one day to the next, while for some people, seems logical, but for you, just a horrid mess.
You walk around the earth with the universe on your shoulders, but only you know it's there. You put up a front to everyone else, and nobody knows the real you, not even your closest friends. I want to tear my hair out thinking that you hide behind other people's shadows and reflect your own flaws onto your enemies. You don't know how else to handle things, you are emotionless, although you're crying inside.
You have no goals in life, no motivations, nothing to get you anywhere anytime soon. People want to feel sorry for you, and they do, because of your manipulative ways, they can't see through you. But I can. A chosen few. You aren't fooling everyone. You go after something just because you know you can...it doesn't matter if someone gets hurt out of it, you don't care, you just want to win. You want to be the best, stand out, hail above the others. You thrive on other people's losses.
All I can do is laugh. You have a lot of growing up to do.