On the road again

Sep 19, 2004 02:28


I have nothing to do so I'm going to share random information no one really cares about. That being, my "game plan" for this week.

Well, since this is like, the middle of no where, I'm not going to find any work out here beside the job I was just fired from, which is unfortunate. Thus, I must relocate. The little place I have now isn't much---quite different from what I'm used to, but it's got the basics, which is all I really need---so it's easy to pack away. I'm actually almost done.

Tomorrow I'm going to leave this town. It's really hard for me to stay in one place these days. I am not sure why. There's always some uneasy tug at my shoulder, and it's not because I'm getting fired left and right. I just can't sit still. I'm like a child with too much candy. Sort of. In some twisted manner.

Honestly, missing the company of people I used to know. Don't know where they are, if they're alive, or if they really care. I doubt they do. Tseng, the untouchable bastard, who was too distant to really know anyone, wouldn't really make a difference in their lives. I've spent most of my life barring away futile, inconsolable desires within me, but something happened after my supposed death. I think this mask I've built up is beginning to crumble. It's very irritating.

Oh, Tseng, you are a bleeding heart, are you not? Pffft.
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