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A wraith with an angel’s body.
A demon with a smile of gold.
You soul-sucker.
I won’t become like you.
A killer with the perfect weapons,
crystal eyes and a heart of coal.
You soul-sucker.
I won’t lose myself in you.
Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.
And there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. lips are quivering
like a withering rose, she’s back again.
What the fuck do you think love means?
It’s more than words and more than feelings
sucking me dry. Is my marrow that sweet?
Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes.
Sucking them dry. Does their marrow taste of
sweetness, Sweetness? I hope you choke.
Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.
Now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. Her lips are quivering
like a withering rose, she’s back again, shes back a, shes back again shes back
< 3 <3
I feel it welling up inside
And Robert Smith lied,
Boys do cry and with
Blood tears in my eyes I’m an Anne Rice novel come to life.
I can’t hide the monster… anymore.
One can, only feel desolate for so long until
One starts to change into
Something the mirror doesn’t recognize.
Metamorphosize.
The darkness has been biding it’s time
To claim its latest victim,
Fresh meat for carnal desires,
To become, what I became.
I viewed the sun for the last time.
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same,
When you taste my victim’s blood?
So crimson and red,
I feel it flowing from your lips.
My heart is dead and so are you.
And it pulses through,
The desire to change, to deconstruct
All of my,
All of my, my past failings.
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It’s hard to look at saints,
Without them reflecting your jet black aura back on you.
And all I have is hope,
My inner burn’s not fading,
I’ll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day.
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same,
When you taste my victim’s blood?
So crimson and red,
I feel it flowing from your lips.
My heart is dead and so are you.
And all I have is hope
And all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself.
Claw my way out,
Pick the splinters from under my fingernails.
I won’t lose hope,
I won’t give in.
Just live and breathe, try not to die again.
Try not to die again.
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same,
When you taste my victim’s blood?
So crimson and red,
I feel it flowing from your lips.
My heart is dead and so are you.
&love;
Just swallow the pill
Think of me no longer.
Just let go
And take yourself out
Right out before I kill you too.
Aren’t you tired of me
Fucking you fucking you over and over?
You were the last person I wanted in my sights.
And my heart honestly breaks when I think of you.
I understand now what I love you means - it’s doing the right thing
No matter of the consequence.
I’m tying you up,
Using the nicest lace,
Trying to kill you softly,
Trying to erase your face.
All the while I’m doing my best not to
Rub my love up against your head.
I’d redecorate the walls
With your inner thoughts,
But I’m afraid it’s the wrong shade of red.
But I have these sadistic urges
And I don’t want to take it out on you.
I’m tying you up,
Using the nicest lace,
Trying to kill you softly,
Trying to erase your face.
Right now you’re the only one who
Understands my plight.
Right now you’re the only reason
I can’t sleep through the night.