Things are gettin' SHITTY!

[_irocktheworld_]

WELL, as much as i love cheerleading, it doesn't seem to be worth it anymore. Too many problems.... chk chk.... BOOM! Homework sucks and so does school. Danny is pretty funny. I feel super stressed out. Julia and me are super stupid during class, we tend to get kinky (haha jk). We took pictures almost all day. i pissed amy ender off today... haha fuckin slut.... a word of advice to those who want her in bed... don't get a disease! i wanna get out of this house ... things are getting pretty bad. my parents treat me as if im worth nothing. my sister got me in trouble yesterday with my parents for a stupid reason, so ... to hell with her too! right now i feel like doing ANYTHING to take my mind off of this stupid shit-hole (sorry for the vulgar language, but those who know me know i cuz when im pissed). I miss my grandpa and cousins, but i'm still to angry at what my uncle did to me to go to McAllen to see them. RJ got mad at me for not answering his calls. I was just busy! I'm always busy! But i do kinda miss talking to him. He was the one that would calm me down instead of pissing me off more. plus he's known what i have to put up with since summer going into 7th. Me and Eliser are getting better. Today he taught me about "DIM". haha ask me later. Aldo, aww man I miss talking to him! I don't think I'm a slut, but i have a lot of GUY friends, and like very few girl friends. oh well, think what you want, i know who i love:). I have homework but i dont feel like doing. OMG! JEFFREY DORRYCOTT made the most awesome song i've ever heard! I really really really liked it! okay well i better go...

LOVE YOU ALL!

XXXXXOOOOOO and one more X haha... -La Messie Jessie