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funny how even when i want to hate you. you can still make me smile like no one else can. what we have will just never go away. were connected in a way no one can understand. we mite be 'just friends' but its soo much more. its us forever.. nd i cant fight it any longer.
DisRicanBePimpin: penis
to bad we messed it up.. and it can never go back to me and you the way we were.. that summer. so inlove. people were jealous. the hat. your smell. my smile. our friends. OUR love. whyd u have to fuck around? everything was perfect. we were soo happy.
i hope your happy now with your new girlfriend. im happy with bradley. but its our shadow, always hanging over me. over you. do you see it? is it just me? maybe it is.. maybe im holding on to tight. refusing to let go. i know its time. we know its time. thats why you have a new girlfriend. thats why we dont talk as much as we always did. i havnt dialed your number in so long, but i still rember it.. do you remember mine? do you remeber those late night conversations. arguing about who should hang up first. what went wrong? why wasnt i enough?
baby ill always love you. but not you, not you exactly anymore. i love you for who you used to be, the fact that you were the one i loved. the first. love like that never dies. but it does fade. im sorry. your sorry. were sorry. but were both ok. were both happy. and we are always friends. always.
<3 Lauren
DisRicanBePimpin: penis
to bad we messed it up.. and it can never go back to me and you the way we were.. that summer. so inlove. people were jealous. the hat. your smell. my smile. our friends. OUR love. whyd u have to fuck around? everything was perfect. we were soo happy.
i hope your happy now with your new girlfriend. im happy with bradley. but its our shadow, always hanging over me. over you. do you see it? is it just me? maybe it is.. maybe im holding on to tight. refusing to let go. i know its time. we know its time. thats why you have a new girlfriend. thats why we dont talk as much as we always did. i havnt dialed your number in so long, but i still rember it.. do you remember mine? do you remeber those late night conversations. arguing about who should hang up first. what went wrong? why wasnt i enough?
baby ill always love you. but not you, not you exactly anymore. i love you for who you used to be, the fact that you were the one i loved. the first. love like that never dies. but it does fade. im sorry. your sorry. were sorry. but were both ok. were both happy. and we are always friends. always.
<3 Lauren