My...no point to today...

Dec 24, 2005 17:38

My mom and I started cleaning late last night and went to bed at 5 o'clock in the morning. I woke up about 10 o'clock in the morning. My mom has been asleep the WHOLE day. She is still as sleep as I type this.

Finished up a last few touches, and procrastinated to finish the rest by spending pointless hours online.

Today I was supposed to go shopping to finish some Christmas shopping, but couldn't since my mother has been asleep for quite sometime.

For now, I am going to get ready to finish cleaning.

But, before I do that am going to analyze/rant about some results
that I recieved from online quizzes.

Although I am 16 turning 17 shortly I act as though I am older, but not by much. In my opinion, it is because I work a lot and choose to take part in more responsible activities. Rather than fool around by getting drunk and partying with friends. My future is already practicially already planned.

My plans for my life:

Eduaction^

*important
*try to do well in school
*learn
*attend college after high school near home

Friends/family^

*mean the world to me
*do anything for them
*very protective
*tend to play the role as the mother hen
*have fun with them

Love Life^

*not the most important in my life at the moment
*doesn't revolve around a particular guy
*won't bark at his every demand
*cannot be control (someone who decides what i going to do. WON'T TOLERATE IT)
*don't tolerate liers, cheaters, or deadbeats
*at the moment I am into casual/serious relationship when I am ready to take that step. I not sure if I am their yet.

-Boyfriend character^

*likes me for who I am. enough said.
*open-minded
*friendly
*kind, caring
*good conversationalist
*funny, can make me laugh from time to time
*loyal
*tolerant/understanding
*won't crititize me for my beliefs or morals

I am independent, caring, affectionate, strong-willed, realistic, semi-optomistic, protective, open-minded, and well... save the rest for people to find out for themselves.

Career/Family Oriented.

Career Plan. Dedicated student, Go to school for 7 years to become a psychologist for abused and battered families.

I want to make a difference in the world by helping people from getting out of abusive homes and lifestyles. I can't stand to see someone get hurt. I need to do something about it. It's just who I am.

Someday, I believe in meeting someone who I care about and grow old with and tell stories to grandchildren, and so on.

For reasons unknown, I try to figure out who I am, but I know who I am. Somewhere I feel there is a void in myself that is unexplainable. Maybe it is the lack of friendships, since I stuggle to maintain since I work so much. However, I know that I have no issues with not having a boyfriend currently in my life because I am not their yet. There have been many opportunties for me to go out with guys, but most of them are too immature for where I am at. My mother has a funny way of putting it... "young boys are horny" I don't believe in premarital sex. In some ways I am considered a conservative or old-fashioned. When I do decide to date, it will be with someone who can respect my beliefs. The way I think of it as another way to prevent getting pregnant and getting STD's. I am still far to young to consider jepoardizing my future.

"Think with my mind, act with heart"
-Amethyst
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