Oct 11, 2006 18:45
what a fuckin day.
im not even upset im just like on the verge of a mental breakdown. im not emo. so fuck off. its just i have no place, like not litereally. literally i have my house. but it doesnt fit. i dont have here cuz no ones going to want me in there house any more. you dont have to lie to me. i know its true. i cant get settled yet cuz teya wnts to wait till end of semester and im not 16 and i have no money. i feel very claustrophobic and frustrated and its killing me cuz thats my least favourite feeling on the fukin planet. i directionless board. like honestly you all complain about your parents adn your stupid ass bullshit and its dumb and no one cares. unless your tara then i care. im fuckin stuck between a rock and a hard place *laughs* [at self] im just done. very very done and i dont know what to do about it. my life makes me want to throw up. not the fact that it looks like im going no where that doesnt bug me, just the fact that at this very moment im stuck. *barfs*