hold in your breath til you thought it through, you fool
I just got the sexiest BRIGHT red glasses ! I'm picking them up on saturday- expect pictures.
I'm feeling very optimistic.The doctor put me on antidepressants -not because I'm depressed(I'm not), they're supposed to help the pain meds work and give me energy. And even though I haven't been taking them for very long and I won't fully know the effect for a few more days or a week ( started them last thursday), i've noticed little changes. For the past few days I've felt a little energy boost around 6ish and I don't know...I just have a feeling like we're turning the corner. My Lyme doctor wants me to go on a 12 week course of I.V antibiotics (through a Picc line..ugh) and I just don't feel comfortable pumping that poison into my body like that. So I think we're starting to move in the direction that my other doctors have been encouraging- moving away from antibiotics and treating the symptoms. I started physical therapy, i'm on the wellbutrin and the depro for pain, we're going to all sorts of doctors and yeah..I just feel like maybe i've hit rock bottom and it'll start to get better. Hopefully i'll be able to go back to school before the end of the year.
holy crap my birthday is kind of coming up!
I guess I don't really have anything else to say- I just love everyone! every one of you.