i cant go to sleep yet because im not smart enough..

[_inthewater]

hold me down, close your eyes
i shake the feeling dies
winters over no surprise
the days are late, the sky
closes slowly when you come around
i was never even on the ground
and now that its different
now that i miss it

i never thought of it this way before
something i had never meant much more than
anything i could give away
im sorry i wouldnt stay
leave me here tonight
im sure i'll be alright

i would rather slowly drown
than take this underground
and no i wont close my mouth
im not sure what its about
;ad;jg;kr;kjgwakirjkwa this sucks

never ever... EVER am i doing that again.

even though i know eventually i will
aaaand i miss it
and it sucks
because before there was someone there
and now.. nothing?
it wasnt as bad at first
because i would talk to other people and they filled that space
but um yeah ive lost interest in that
i lose interest in everything

i am so frusterated. farusteraaated. i am so very frusterated. fahrustuuuuuurated!