"this house is so empty, my thoughts are so tempting, i dont know how it got so bad..."

[_intentionally_]

so much change going on. feels weird. because its right. and healthy. havent done right and healthy in a long time. tonya and christin help so much. gotta call liz. damnit. gotta do that. workin m-f almost full time. so much more stuff to do, but like, its so much easier than it was. and i dont feel hopeless. so much stuff is changing. i am changing. some days i dont know what the hell is going on but i roll with it. got paid for the 1st yesterday and didnt spend any of it on dope. or stupid shit. it all went to shit that i need and it felt so good. .............tired today. not much to do tonite. only the next right thing. and thats dinner, cigarette, bed.
good for me.
hell yeah. ;)