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[_inside_out]

I wish I could say I had a legitimate reason.
but no, I just couldn't handle it.
I was bored, super lonely, and creeped out being constantly alone in a new place.
I thought I was growing up, but no.
I'm extremely disappointed in myself.
I hardly even tried. I know that.

I'm feeling better.
but feel terrible about myself.
I'm glad my dad was understanding or at least pretended to be.
I seriously have the greatest dad. ever.