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I really need to finish my stupid bulletin boards. I like how my lj is a reflection of my continuous procrastination. I notice that I realize I need to do things and write about them and then two days later write about them again. Meh... Whatcha going to do?
I don't like the phone. I knew that. I never have enjoyed talking on he phone. On break though, I've really seen it. Aaron and I have only had the phone to communicate (okay, we saw each other a couple of times too, but only twice in a week instead of every day) and I've noticed that I don't like telling him all the stuff on my mind because I just don't like the phone. How's that for random?
I'm working on a new project. But I should really finish my last project first. I think a lot of the fun was taken out of that project with some of what went down during the winter. Maybe I shouldn't dig back to my childhood to find a place to write from... Current events or stuff like cancer may be better to write about.
You know, this whole cancer thing has really sucked. It still sucks... I just want it to go away. Well, it's gone away. But I want to somehow know it's not coming back. It's really interesting how much people have no idea until it happens to them. This will piss people off, but I don't care. It's completely different if it's your aunt or grandparent. I know because I've had both die of cancer. When it's a direct family member... It's every day, all of the time. And it sucks. And I wish people understood that it's worse now. Because if it comes back now it's all over.
So that's what's on my mind.
I don't like the phone. I knew that. I never have enjoyed talking on he phone. On break though, I've really seen it. Aaron and I have only had the phone to communicate (okay, we saw each other a couple of times too, but only twice in a week instead of every day) and I've noticed that I don't like telling him all the stuff on my mind because I just don't like the phone. How's that for random?
I'm working on a new project. But I should really finish my last project first. I think a lot of the fun was taken out of that project with some of what went down during the winter. Maybe I shouldn't dig back to my childhood to find a place to write from... Current events or stuff like cancer may be better to write about.
You know, this whole cancer thing has really sucked. It still sucks... I just want it to go away. Well, it's gone away. But I want to somehow know it's not coming back. It's really interesting how much people have no idea until it happens to them. This will piss people off, but I don't care. It's completely different if it's your aunt or grandparent. I know because I've had both die of cancer. When it's a direct family member... It's every day, all of the time. And it sucks. And I wish people understood that it's worse now. Because if it comes back now it's all over.
So that's what's on my mind.