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IM SO CONFUSED. yesterday was soo weird. I got a ride to the show with Michael(matts brother). Before we left he was saying how i was a great person, and matt's just being stupid, and if he has any intellegence whatsoever, he'd go back out with me. idk, so, during the show, he didnt say all of 10 words to me, and i felt like i shouldnt be there, cuz the person who supposidly wanted me to be there the most, was ignoring me. whatever, we talked about it, he said he wasnt ignoring me. then, we went out to eat. it was me, tim, adam, brian, and john. there was confusion, and shit but then we met up with john, jen, phil, matt, and thalia. tim, adam, brian, and john left..cuz they're weird..lol.
after that we went to target, and matt and i kissed. john bought the day of the dead, and we went back to phils to watch it. phil was sitting on a chair, and john, jen, matt and i were on his couch. it was like old times. his arm was around me, he kept kissing my head, saying he missed me, and then he laid down, and made me lay down with him. we kissed a lot..lol, i missed him soo much. then we went to kens, and my mom picked me up, he kissed me before i left.
today, we're not dating..and it was weird talking to him. i have no problem doing what we did yesterday, because we're together, without dating, and i don't mind that. i just don't want him to think this is how it will be..i want to date him when his life slows down. whatever..
i'll give you everything, space, time, as long as you're my boyfriend. we dont have to hang out like we used to..as long as i see you in school, and we make an effort to talk a little bit on the phone or online...I LOVE YOU
fran
after that we went to target, and matt and i kissed. john bought the day of the dead, and we went back to phils to watch it. phil was sitting on a chair, and john, jen, matt and i were on his couch. it was like old times. his arm was around me, he kept kissing my head, saying he missed me, and then he laid down, and made me lay down with him. we kissed a lot..lol, i missed him soo much. then we went to kens, and my mom picked me up, he kissed me before i left.
today, we're not dating..and it was weird talking to him. i have no problem doing what we did yesterday, because we're together, without dating, and i don't mind that. i just don't want him to think this is how it will be..i want to date him when his life slows down. whatever..
i'll give you everything, space, time, as long as you're my boyfriend. we dont have to hang out like we used to..as long as i see you in school, and we make an effort to talk a little bit on the phone or online...I LOVE YOU
fran