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..fucked up feelings again...
sorry about that, the moosic is my life
anyways i am sooooooooooo tired of telling people how i proposed today, everyone has asked and it's driving me mad, i don't mind them asking it gives me something to do and they tell me how sweet i am afterwards like a cute little kitty but it makes me think of my baby lots and me misses her.
my dad found out by reading my msn name today his exact words were "ENGAGED???????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX"
as we were talking online lol he was so kool 'bout it though he started saying but you're only 15 and things in french and asked if nettie should buy a new hat soon lol and said that he had to pour himself a big drink to get over the excitment/shock of it, but he is so very supportive i love him so much and he told me about a couple he knows who fell in love when they were about my age and have been together for 30 years and he said that if it can work for them it can work for us and i'm so happy at the way he reacted because he had me laughing through the pain that this damn glandular fever is causing.
am going to cara's tomorrow... woohoo i can't wait me misses her and i just remembered she still has the necklace i leant her lol.
tuesday me and kayleigh will have been going out 2months and 2days which is officially my longest relationship so celebration is in order, can't wait to see her again i get used to waking up next to her and falling asleep with her in my arms, 'tis hard to sleep on my own, though it always has been.
i have talked too much already Nic may have a go at me for giving her too much to read lol.
so talkative tonight i've already put five people to sleep, oOo i should start sleep theropy for people lol.
anyways i'm off before i wear my keyboard thin lol.
hugz and mwahz for all.
original kitty xXx
sorry about that, the moosic is my life
anyways i am sooooooooooo tired of telling people how i proposed today, everyone has asked and it's driving me mad, i don't mind them asking it gives me something to do and they tell me how sweet i am afterwards like a cute little kitty but it makes me think of my baby lots and me misses her.
my dad found out by reading my msn name today his exact words were "ENGAGED???????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX"
as we were talking online lol he was so kool 'bout it though he started saying but you're only 15 and things in french and asked if nettie should buy a new hat soon lol and said that he had to pour himself a big drink to get over the excitment/shock of it, but he is so very supportive i love him so much and he told me about a couple he knows who fell in love when they were about my age and have been together for 30 years and he said that if it can work for them it can work for us and i'm so happy at the way he reacted because he had me laughing through the pain that this damn glandular fever is causing.
am going to cara's tomorrow... woohoo i can't wait me misses her and i just remembered she still has the necklace i leant her lol.
tuesday me and kayleigh will have been going out 2months and 2days which is officially my longest relationship so celebration is in order, can't wait to see her again i get used to waking up next to her and falling asleep with her in my arms, 'tis hard to sleep on my own, though it always has been.
i have talked too much already Nic may have a go at me for giving her too much to read lol.
so talkative tonight i've already put five people to sleep, oOo i should start sleep theropy for people lol.
anyways i'm off before i wear my keyboard thin lol.
hugz and mwahz for all.
original kitty xXx