May 27, 2005 19:24
I feel like I'm dying slowly. Why do they do this to me. I don't understand! I care about them so much that I would do anything to make them happy. Why lead me on soooo bad. What did I do to deserve such a thing as this. I wanted you so much and you made me believe that you wanted me. I would have done anything for you girl. You were the only one that deserved it. You had everything I liked so much about you. Your personality...your smile...the way you acted infront of me. You were soooo beautiful. Why break everything I gave you and throw it right in my face. You didn't think twice about crushing the little heart I have left. My pain in my heart is killing me. Like my veins are squeezing my heart to smuther it to death. I thank you sweetheart for making my heart less than what it already is. Maybe the person you start falling for won't think twice about breaking your heart.