if there is a god please help me....
i just have some random thoughts that i need to get off my mind....and speaking of which my lazy ass hasn't found a new live journal name because of crazy stalkers i will just speak it here...since its not that personal
Schwammy keeps on calling me...
but i like it...alot...
and i would carry on with it but something is holding me back...
its not like we are going to be together again...well at least thats how i think of it and vice versa...and i am sick of wanting something that i can't have because of other people...and i should go do what i want to do...but i am nice about it....but see it can't be the other way around...
people tell me to just forget about him and things....which would be easy to do in some sort of way...but i don't feel as if its right...like its not the end...like i am ment to be in this position...
i could have mistaken from what i heard but i don't want to ask him if he is saying i love you to her...that wouldn't be my business...plus i don't care to an extent...because i just want to know if its worth staying around for...i asked him about her and he said quickly no...but what if he did say it...but i don't want anything to happen between us....so what do i have to worry about right?
so this is where i am at...and these are my thoughts...tell me what you think...here...there...over the phone...whatever...just tell me and make this go away...
on the other end i am at bailey's and its all good...
me megan rebecca and tara...pure awesomenesssss....we might be meeting up with schwammy and scott n' stuff but i don't know so i am going to go find out...
peace <3 Mcdonalds...
Schwammy keeps on calling me...
but i like it...alot...
and i would carry on with it but something is holding me back...
its not like we are going to be together again...well at least thats how i think of it and vice versa...and i am sick of wanting something that i can't have because of other people...and i should go do what i want to do...but i am nice about it....but see it can't be the other way around...
people tell me to just forget about him and things....which would be easy to do in some sort of way...but i don't feel as if its right...like its not the end...like i am ment to be in this position...
i could have mistaken from what i heard but i don't want to ask him if he is saying i love you to her...that wouldn't be my business...plus i don't care to an extent...because i just want to know if its worth staying around for...i asked him about her and he said quickly no...but what if he did say it...but i don't want anything to happen between us....so what do i have to worry about right?
so this is where i am at...and these are my thoughts...tell me what you think...here...there...over the phone...whatever...just tell me and make this go away...
on the other end i am at bailey's and its all good...
me megan rebecca and tara...pure awesomenesssss....we might be meeting up with schwammy and scott n' stuff but i don't know so i am going to go find out...
peace <3 Mcdonalds...