Unhappy
Just the past two days I've felt so depressed it's almost unbaring. I feel so unorganized, and lonely, and rude, and just terrible.
Yesterday I went to this weird place under a bridge with great people. I kept saying mean things that just kept coming out. I couldn't stop it from happening, so it's almost like my fault. But I kept talking. I really liked one of the people I was with too, so that made me feel even lower then I was already feeling.
Today I woke up almost crying. It was a very cold morning. I hate when my belongings are at other people house. My backpack was at Ians house and my ipod at jasmines. so I rode the bus this morning in silence. I just sat and thought.
I hate my life right now.
Yesterday I went to this weird place under a bridge with great people. I kept saying mean things that just kept coming out. I couldn't stop it from happening, so it's almost like my fault. But I kept talking. I really liked one of the people I was with too, so that made me feel even lower then I was already feeling.
Today I woke up almost crying. It was a very cold morning. I hate when my belongings are at other people house. My backpack was at Ians house and my ipod at jasmines. so I rode the bus this morning in silence. I just sat and thought.
I hate my life right now.