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Katie's feeling low today. I went out with Kayla for a downtown excursion, which obviously includes the awesomeness that is White Spot. Anyroad, it's not Kayla that was making me low, quite the contrary in fact. We were discussing how loser-lee we are.
For me, I feel like I have all this stuff to do and all this stuff to decide and I have motivation but whenever I think about doing something I can never decide on what so I never end up doing anything. Honestly, I'm tried of being unemployed, I just can't bring myself to get a fucking job. And I want to travel places with my friends, and I want to go to SFU, and I want to do all this stuff, I'm just...not. I feel like I have my feet stuck in cement and now I can't move anywhere. But it's my own fault because I'm the one who walked into the cement and stood there long enough for it to harden.
;_; Life is the lose sometimes.
But it's okay, because Kayla and I have decided to help each other. I'm going to give her some of my motivation and she's going to chisel me out of that cement trap I'm in. ^_^
For me, I feel like I have all this stuff to do and all this stuff to decide and I have motivation but whenever I think about doing something I can never decide on what so I never end up doing anything. Honestly, I'm tried of being unemployed, I just can't bring myself to get a fucking job. And I want to travel places with my friends, and I want to go to SFU, and I want to do all this stuff, I'm just...not. I feel like I have my feet stuck in cement and now I can't move anywhere. But it's my own fault because I'm the one who walked into the cement and stood there long enough for it to harden.
;_; Life is the lose sometimes.
But it's okay, because Kayla and I have decided to help each other. I'm going to give her some of my motivation and she's going to chisel me out of that cement trap I'm in. ^_^