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My mouth tastes absolutely awful. I had my wisdom teeth removed last Tuesday and it went really well. My face pretty much hurt for the first day and then after that it was good, but I have the holes to clean out still and I'm really paranoid about them. For some reason I have the worst fear that I'm going to eat something and a little bit of food is going to get stuck way down in there near my jaw and it will start to rot and infect everything. It hasn't really helped that all today whenever I would suck on the hole it would taste like something decaying. I'm going to the oral surgeon tomorrow for my check-up so I should know by tomorrow whether or not I should start to panic.
Tomorrow I might be going to visit my grandma's grave if it's not raining. She died a week ago today and for the past week I've been hearing great things about her and people keep talking about how she's in heaven watching all of us. But it's making me really paranoid. Sometimes I get really worried that she literally is watching what I'm doing and then I have to make sure that it's all not weird or anything, but I end up feeling weird because I'm modifying my behavior because I think a dead relative is watching me from the afterlife. And that's kind of weird.
Tomorrow I might be going to visit my grandma's grave if it's not raining. She died a week ago today and for the past week I've been hearing great things about her and people keep talking about how she's in heaven watching all of us. But it's making me really paranoid. Sometimes I get really worried that she literally is watching what I'm doing and then I have to make sure that it's all not weird or anything, but I end up feeling weird because I'm modifying my behavior because I think a dead relative is watching me from the afterlife. And that's kind of weird.