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[_ilikeyerface]

"it appears we are at an impasse"

it appears we are at an impasse
when i spend all my time thinking about how to make
my perfect life
seem more perfect

when in reality, i more or less force
myself to live it.

it appears we are at an impasse
when i spend more hours thinking about how much more
i'd prefer to
not be.
than actually being.

that perpetual headache is back;
but i'm so sick of:
talking or thinking or breathing
about it all

i couldn't even begin to explain.