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my life in terms of the past two weeks or so:
- not sleeping for days at a time
- taking two days to just sleep and do nothing else
- talking about playing videogames but never actually playing them
- liking my new living arrangement even though it causes me to be super messy as i have like zero room to get ready
- dancing to animal collective (everywhere) (at the show, in the car, on the street, in the kitchen)
- flask drinking
- trying to improve my posture
- neglecting the organization and cleanliness of my apartment
- tramadol tripping (although it’s gone now, so, so much for that)
- freebasing episodes of avatar: the last airbender
- never being home
- spending a lot of late nights with M
- counting days
- accepting i dont have to take certain people’s bullshit
- funneling cheap beer
- eating wheat thins and green apples
- talking about books and semiology
- letting my phone die
- spending a lot of time at work, then spending no time at work
- starting to make lots of plans for summer projects
i mean. it’s chaos more or less. but i think maybe it’s a good chaos. the storm that happens before the calm. if you'll excuse the mixed metaphor