Nov 11, 2004 23:43
Home sweet home.
I suppose I should have tried harder to make that sound more enthusiastic, huh?
Whatever, I need to clean and then I am going to bed with a book and a rather large bottle of alcohol. Call me anti-social if you like, you would be right. I'm really not in the mood for anyone, I don't or do know.
I've had enough of everything and everyone. That walk back from Midgar really gave me time to think and I've realised a few things. I'm really tired of being played for the fool. It's not like anything I did means anything these days, all that work for nothing.
Really glad to be out of Midgar, it was beginning to get on my nerves. At least here in Kalm, I can sleep or try to. I'm absolutely exhausted and yet when I try to sleep, I can't or if I do, I dream non-stop. It's always the same, it never changes. Perhaps, it's best if I just accept what my dreams have to tell me.
Maybe it's better that way. Who knows?
Anyways, I'd better go. I have a lot of work to do and then I can take a break and rest.