lets go to sleep and never wake up...
Worst night ever last night...All i can say is my dad found out about how im going to fusion tour tomorrow and he decided he didn't want me to go and went CRAZY on me... and i mean CRAZY. it was horrible. i layed in bed for hours crying until i finally cried my self to sleep. I wanna run away but they will call the cops and everything will go down hill from there. I refuse to talk to my dad. No one can make me talk to him. I hate him so much right now. AHHHHHH i just wanna scream at the top of my lungs and run and jump in my bed under my covers and never wake up. I hate living in my house without my sister. I can't run to her when i need help now. i hate it. This whole week has sucked. Except the whole max might be getting expelled.. That is awesome!
If i am even grounded from my car like my mom says im gonna take it and not gonna come home. I don't care they can call the cops.. I have a few things i could say to them that they wouldn't like. So AH. Fucking die.