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Today was an even day went by pretty quick. Jess & i went to tutoring after school for algebra n then i got picked up and just came home. I study spanish for 2 hours straight and then i studied my algebra review for an hour and then i read in my book for my book report for child devel. and sucked up to my dad all so that i could get out of the house to go to Jess's softball game and i was so excited bcz i thought i would be the one thing i could do these next two weeks and my dad came flat out not even thinking about all the stuff i did just so i could go to one softball game he says no right away..=( i dono he makes me feel so stupid and upset sometimes and more latley than usual because of how aweful my grades are and the talks i get..i dono and the worst part is like when im with my friends they make me soo happy and its like a way for me to get out of like all the stuff i put my self through at my house n with my parents at times and like these two weeks are gona kill me because seriously its like day two and ive already cried my eyes out more than once..=/ i dono but like i love my friends like especially hanging out with jess n andy n rob its fun & it gets my mind off of things ya know. but i dono rob kinda has been hanging out with different people latley..w/e he wants to do though. i just feel better about everything when i am with my friends rather than my family and that makes me kinda feel bad sometimes to think that way but hey its the truth so i cant change that. hmm aarons still mad at me but im not going to worry about it because he has his reasons..i guess..i just hate having friends mad at me when sorry doesnt cut it..but whats a girl to do lol. umm im goin to algebra tutoring again w. jess? i think shes goin but either way i have to go..then im going to the y with ali? haha again i dont know if she is still going i have to see what the dealio is. Im going to go watch the notebook though so im out.
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Good Luck at softball Jess sorry i couldnt go but call me when you get home ily <3
13 days till off grounded